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Nelda63 10 years ago
My Heart Has Been Crushed :-( When I Needed My Bestfriend He Really Let Me Down : After 5yrs He Showed Me He Never Cared At All :-( I Almost Lost My Mom ;-( This Week From Infection That Turned To Gang Green In Her Body :-( Then Found Out My Bestfriend Of 36 yrs Needs Heart & Liver Transplant & If She Doesn't Receive We Will Lose Her. ;-( I Needed My Best friend & He Thought I Was Lying & Has Ignored Me :-( How Can I Ever Forgive Him For Being So Heartless After 5yrs ;-( Makes Me Wish I Was One Dying, He Didn't Just Break My Heart..He Crushed It..Please How Do U Forgive Such A Heartless Soul :-(

Nelda63 10 years ago
Will be sad vacation this year, cause that one special person I use to share them with is no longer spending time with me ;-( I'm lucky if he gives me 1 1/2 hrs once a week now. I hate him for going away cause since he's been away my depressions worse & my health is even worse. God..after 5yrs having one who always made u happy just go away it really hurts. Why does love hurt so much. I so miss my special friend..I Love U Baby :-(

Nelda63 10 years ago
My Heart Lives No More :-( 5 yrs Gone...Every Promise Made Was Broken...Lies Were Told Whole Time ;-( I Changed Who I Was For This Person...From Bad To Good Person :-( And For What? Just To Be Left Alone...Sad...Crying...Every Day & Night ;-( No One To Love Me Or Hold Me Anymore :-( Just The Sadness Of My Heart Dying From All The Pain I Feel Inside Me From Losing The One Who Has Other Part Of My Heart ;-( Please God Bring Me Home Soon So My Pain Will Finally End...I Don't Want To Live Alone Anymore :-(

Nelda63 10 years ago
Tell me when did it become cheating just to talk with ur friend? In U.S.A. u can talk to ur friends anytime, any day..night or day. But I've found my friends from India get married and for some fucked up reason there cheating when talking to a friend. Can someone show me were does it say when u get married in India u can no longer have friends. Are women there so insecure that they can't let husbands keep friends. Cause if they r they need to get over it, I've come to find out over 50% of the women there r the cheaters themselves. Its bad enough most women there only marry man for money, but why be jealous when 90% of couples who marry there dont even love one another. Instead they marry for family, class, religion, status..what happened to love? Worst part for me would be if I was told who to married ad had to have sex with one I didn't love this to me would be conceeder a form of rap. If they allow this kind of life why be jealous of a friend? Only be jealous if u love that person, god most don't really even know each other so why jealous of friends? I think most women even lie to there husband because of the money, say what they think man wants to hear for his money. At least in USA if they want guys money they say so not lie and act like they care. I GOT FRIEND WHOS WIFE CHEATS HIM FROM DAY THEY STARTED TALKING ON PHONE AND EVEN AFTER MARRIAGE SHE STILL HAS BF ON SIDE. AND WORST PART TO THIS SAD STORY IS HE KNOWS ABOUT IT BUT ALLOWS IT. See its women like this who get jealous and don't want there hubbies to have friends..U see they want to have there cake(money) and eat(boyfriend/lover) it to. These r the real sluts..they don't care who they use or who they hurt as long as they get what they want..

Nelda63 10 years ago
GOD..why r u keeping me here? U know my pain & sorrow so why won't u bring me home? I'm so tired of being sick its destroying me. And one who's giving me the pain & sorrow doesn't understand how much it hurts that's he's gone away. If one I loved felt just half of how much I hurt without him maybe he wouldn't of ran away. So u see GOD I'm tired & I can't go on living like this Iim really ready to go, maybe my help & love will benefit someone in heaven since it ain't working here. It because of u my lord for bringing someone so special to me to let him go away. Now my bodies in so such pain so I'm begging u my lord now to bring me peace. I told u without my angel I don't want to be here anymore. So please come for me soon and take this pain away don't make me suffer to long.."PLIEASE GOD...I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN"

Nelda63 10 years ago
I'm so sad :-( I lost my best friend :-( He went away and forgot our 5 yr friendship :-( Like I never existed in his life :-( He was my rock, he made me strong, he was the glue that held me together :-( Now I can't even reach him when I need him :-( Only when he decides to talk to me will he call :-( Please tell me what kind of friend is this?? :-(

Nelda63 10 years ago
I thought I had found the perfect best friend, but turns out he lied to me whole time I've known him. :-( 5yrs thought I meant something to him but when u can go away and not feel or care about how other feels when u leave them, guess I just wasn't much of a friend at all. And true friends u can always get ahold of right when u need them not only once a week if they want..this isn't friend at all :,(